Chapter 2 — Midnight Haze Spotlight
Christian
The Midnight Haze thrummed with life, a pulse of sound and light that seemed to flow directly through Christian’s veins. Backstage, the air was heavy with the mingling scents of stale beer, leather, and the faint burn of stage lights, their glow flickering against the exposed brick walls. Christian gripped his guitar tightly, the silver pick necklace cool against his chest, its faint engraving catching the dim light. It was a grounding weight amidst the chaos—a tether to who he was, even as the world around him spun faster.
“Five minutes, guys,” the stage manager called, his voice cutting through the haze of anticipation.
Christian glanced at his bandmates. Sawyer leaned lazily against the wall, a smirk tugging at his lips as he spun one of Robbie’s drumsticks in his fingers. Robbie paced in tight circles, the rhythm of an imaginary beat tapped out on his cargo pants. Lane sat cross-legged on a crate, his head bowed, fingers deftly tuning his jet-black guitar with its intricate design of interwoven branches and stars.
“Ready for this?” Sawyer asked, slapping Christian on the back with a grin that was as much reassurance as it was teasing.
Christian adjusted the strap of his guitar and forced a confident nod. “Always.” But as the word left his lips, his gaze drifted past Sawyer to the doorway where Charlie stood, leaning against the frame. The dim backstage lighting wrapped around her, catching the soft waves of her light brown hair and the oversized sweater she always seemed to favor. To everyone else, she might’ve looked calm and composed, but to Christian, she was the only steady point in a spinning world.
When her hazel eyes met his, she smiled—soft and small, but it carried the same quiet intensity that had always steadied him. For a moment, the noise around him dulled, and all he could hear was the hum of his own heartbeat syncing with the memory of her voice on that dock all those years ago.
Sawyer followed Christian’s line of sight and chuckled under his breath. “You know,” he said quietly, his tone more knowing than mocking, “at some point, you’re gonna have to say something.”
Christian tore his gaze away, tightening his grip on his guitar. “Not tonight.”
“Not tonight, not tomorrow, not ever at this rate.” Sawyer’s smirk deepened, but before Christian could retort, the stage manager’s voice rang out.
“Alright, you’re up!”
The roar of the crowd hit like a tidal wave as they stepped onto the stage, the blinding lights sweeping across a sea of faces pressed close to the edge. Christian reveled in it—the buzz, the heat, the sheer force of energy rolling off the audience in waves. He adjusted the strap on his guitar, stepping up to the mic as his fingers brushed the silver pick resting against his chest. Its weight grounded him, an anchor in the chaos.
“Good evening, Midnight Haze!” His voice rang out, cutting through the cheers and igniting another wave of noise. “We’re Bach’s Revenge, and we’re here to make some noise!”
Robbie’s drumsticks tapped out a sharp count-off, and the music exploded to life. Christian’s fingers danced across the strings, the guitar an extension of himself as his voice wove through the driving rhythm. The crowd moved as one, a collective heartbeat in time with the pounding bass and soaring melodies.
But even as he poured everything into the music, his eyes kept straying to the edge of the stage. Charlie stood there, her arms crossed loosely, her face soft with a quiet pride that made his chest ache in ways he couldn’t name. She wasn’t screaming or jumping like the others. She didn’t need to. The way she looked at him—steady, unwavering—made him forget the noise, the lights, the crowd.
In her gaze, he didn’t just see the admiration of a fan. He saw belief—the same belief that had fueled him since the day she handed him that silver pick. Every note he played felt like a piece of his soul laid bare, as though the music itself was confessing what words never could.
The set flew by in a blur of sound and light, the crowd’s energy fueling every chord. By the time they reached the final song, Christian’s voice was raw, his shirt damp with sweat, but the adrenaline held him steady. He stepped to the mic, gripping it loosely, his gaze flicking to Charlie one last time.
“This one’s for anyone who’s ever had a dream,” he said, his voice lower now, intimate, as though speaking to her alone. “And for the people who believed in you, even when you didn’t believe in yourself.”
The words hung in the air, echoing through the haze of sound. For a fleeting moment, Christian thought he saw Charlie take a small step forward, her brows knitting together as though she felt the weight of what he wasn’t quite saying.
The final chord rang out, soaring through the room before falling into a thunderous wave of applause. Christian let the sound wash over him, his chest heaving as the moment settled. He turned to his bandmates, grinning at their raised fists, but a thread of restless energy tugged at the edges, pulling him toward the next moment.
Backstage was its usual chaos—a crush of fans, artists, and crew buzzing with post-performance energy. Christian grabbed a water bottle and leaned against the graffiti-covered greenroom wall, the signatures and doodles of countless bands etched into its surface catching his eye. He traced his gaze over his own signature, added years ago during their first gig at The Midnight Haze. The wall was a reminder of their roots—a testament to everything they were trying to hold onto as the world pulled them forward.
Charlie appeared out of the crowd, weaving her way toward him. She stopped a few feet away, her hazel eyes bright under the flickering neon lights.
“You were amazing,” she said, her voice warm and sincere.
“Thanks.” Christian’s throat was dry, and he suddenly felt the weight of the silver pick against his chest. He reached up, brushing the cool metal with his fingers—the gesture instinctive, grounding. “I, uh… Never take this off, you know.”
Charlie’s gaze dropped to the necklace, her expression softening. “I noticed,” she said quietly, her lips curving into a faint smile. “It suits you.”
He wanted to say more, to tell her how much it meant to have her there, how the sight of her had steadied him onstage, but the words caught in his throat. The moment stretched between them, heavy with everything unsaid.
“There you are.” Mitch’s voice cut through like a cold draft.
He stepped into the space beside Charlie, his presence instantly commanding. His sharp blue eyes flicked to Christian, lingering just long enough to remind him of everything left unspoken. Mitch’s gold wristwatch glinted in the dim light as he rested a hand on Charlie’s lower back, his smile sharp and polished.
“Great show,” Mitch said, his tone polite but edged. His gaze flickered to the silver pick hanging against Christian’s chest. “You’ve really got this whole rock-star thing down.”
Christian’s jaw tightened, his fingers curling into a fist at his side. Mitch’s words were smooth, but the weight beneath them was unmistakable—a claim, a challenge.
Charlie hesitated, her gaze darting between Mitch and Christian. “I was just—”
“I know,” Mitch interrupted, his smile tightening as he gently but firmly steered her toward the exit. “But it’s late. Let’s get you home.”
Christian’s stomach churned as Mitch’s hand lingered on Charlie’s back, guiding her through the crowd. She glanced over her shoulder, her hazel eyes meeting his for a brief, searching moment before she disappeared.
Sawyer appeared at Christian’s side, his smirk subdued. “You know,” he said quietly, “you’re gonna have to do something about that eventually.”
Christian didn’t answer. His fingers brushed the silver pick again, its weight heavier than it had ever felt before. For the first time that night, the music hadn’t been enough.